well...where should i start arr?
last entri if im not mistaken is 2mnths++ ago kan?
hehe..sorrylah...lama dah terabai blog ney..
maklumlah..busy je memanjang kan...
so nway..
my life so far oklah..
still alive and still can survive..
should we start from my study 1st?
yeah..i think so..
humm..
hari ne nk kata hari yang paling membahagiakan xjgak..
boleh lah...sbb hari ney last day praktikal.. (happynya!!)
so meaning that my life as a student will end sooner la.. (sdeynya!!)
3tahun tue..3tahun menyulam segala kenangan2 yang terindah dan tak terindah di negeri orang...
well..happy tu mmglah happy...sebabnya dapat balik kampung kan...
tapi actually im a bit afraid..blum ready sbnrnya nk tgglkan student life...
blum ready for working life...huhu! (scary!!)
rancang2 nk cont. my study in degree..
tapi ntahlah...
kita merancang and Tuhan yang menentukan...
how's my love life?
one word..
DISASTER!!!
hahaha...
entry yg sebelum ney sy ada nyatakan bhwa sy "sayangkan" dia rite?
wait! it doesn't mean that i dont love him...i do..i still do..
but he doesn't...
yalah...kami kan xseagama...
lepas tu beza umur pun 5tahun...
sy putih dea gelap...
hubungan jarak jauh pulak tue...
dea bz kerja and sy bz praktikal...
masing2 dgn hal sndiri...
lastly...we lost in contact just like that...
his love come and go as for me...
HURT!!
really hurt deep inside of me..
i could only cry..but i want to stop..
and i already did few weeks ago...
now im searching for a new beginning of life...
tapi xtau nk cari kt mna...mmbr2 sy suruh cari new boyfriend...
tapi ntahlah knpa ssh sgt untuk sy buka hati sy ne...
mgkn sbb sy msh sayangkan dia??
mgkn sbb sy msh mengharapkan dia??
ouh please God!!! NO!!
i want to move on..i really do...
p/s : please pray for me...
